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December 30, 2003

les ailes d'un papillon

After reading a couple of Dirk Gently novels by Douglas Adams, this story from the BBC should not strike me as unusual:

French police are trying to find homes for over 80 garden gnomes kidnapped in eastern France earlier this year.

The tiny, bearded ornaments were taken by the self-styled Gnome Liberation Front from homes in the town of Saint-Die-des-Vosges.

They resurfaced lined up on the steps of the local church one Sunday morning.

Police have never caught the culprits, but the gnomes' owners seem strangely reluctant to come forward to claim their stolen property.

....finish the story

The seeming allusion to the movie Amelie is almost too tantalizing not to mention. Or perhaps there's a whole French thing about garden gnomes that movie merely tapped into. I certainly have heard of nothing of the sort.

December 27, 2003

reading

I read a book today. Other than Harry Potter 5, I hadn't read a work of fiction since Harry Potter 3 & 4 at the beginning of October. I get so pulled into the book, it kind of scares me, so usually I find other things to do than read...like make cookies or mop the floor. One thing I really don't want to do right is read stuff related to my field of study. I should be researching and writing a paper due almost a year ago over this break. But computer is still dead, and I won't use another one until it is absolutely necessary. It's not absolutely necessary yet.

Anyway, so I read a book today. I really need to get a copy of Lymond 4 by Dorothy Dunnett, the best historical fiction I have EVER read. But since I don't have it yet, nor did I feel like slogging through another portion of Eco's The Island of the Day Before I took to perusing our shelves for something I hadn't read yet. I picked up a short novel by Douglas Adams, famed author of The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. Chris only has the radio scripts of said Guide. He does, however, have several other novels he wrote. So I picked up The Long Dark Tea-Time of the Soul, a title encapsulating my mood at the moment. I love British humor and Adams is a really good writer, so it was thoroughly entertaining. I especially loved the allusion to the movie "Cold Comfort Farm", or perhaps the movie was alluding to it, though I rather think the former, because of a certain twist of words in order to make it fit. I won't bother going into details, because if you haven't read/seen either of them the humor will be lost, and if you have read/seen both you probably will have already gotten it.

Suffice it to say, the book is not about tea-time at all, at least in a literal sense, though it is peppered with people who really long to find a comfortable place to relax and be at peace and are prevented from finding their happy place by endless and impossible predicaments and are constantly annoyed because of it. A few of these characters also possess just the amount of curiosity to propel them along these paths of inconvenience and misery rather than just ignoring it (whatever "it" happens to be) and going home to their happy place. And, of course, it's all sorted out properly in the end.

December 26, 2003

happy boxing day!

Marley was dead to begin with....

For some reason, even though I have not picked up a copy of A Christmas Carol nor have I seen a film version of it this year, this phrase has been stuck in my head all week, unwittingly persistant like the lyrics "Jingle Bells, Batman smells..".

We had a lovely Christmas. I had a difficult shift at Banana on Tuesday, 8 hours of utter frenzy, ending at 10 pm. At 10 am Christmas Eve morning I was back for another stint and feeling exhausted and miserable. Cookies lay unfrosted, snowflakes and paper chains conspicuously absent. This job has been taking up all my Christmas prep time and I was seriously pissed off as Chris drove me to Banana Christmas Eve morning. Not to mention the fact that Christmas Eve is my family's big holiday and I was totally missing it. Missing the pine garlands gleaned from the yard, the poinsettas, singing and music with various family members, my parent's fireplace. The whole time I was at Banana on Wednesday I felt like I was going to cry any minute. When I did get home, I finally did. But then I felt better. And I no longer had to face Banana anymore, so life looked a lot better.

In fact, we had a blast Christmas Eve evening. I rested a little then got up to make our Christmas Eve feast. This was my first attempt at a traditional Italian Christmas Eve dinner. Only I only had three fishes instead of seven. Italians eat a pure seafood dinner on Christmas Eve...usually seven fishes ranging from the always present baccala (cod) to calamari (squid). I passed on the squid, but had a big fillet of cod that I fried up. I always made crab ravioli and some pasta for which I made a clam tomato sauce. It was all fab. For the crab ravioli I made a cream sauce to serve over it with Brussel sprouts on the side. And I served the fried cod with the clam sauce and pasta. This was all accompanied by a nice French rose (sorry, I just prefer French wine). Then for dessert we had hot chocolate with panettone (an Italian bread that is sort of a cross between fruit cake and brioche) while we watched The Grinch (blockbuster only had the Jim Carrey version, wh. we like...so it was fun).

Christmas morning we opened our presents. It was so fun! Just CHris and me!! It was so nice to just be together and not distracted by so many people, wh. is fun when they're there, but it was nice just being hte two of us, too. We got each other lots of little presents. And there were some from his parents under our tree, too. So we had a nice little haul for just the two of us. We both got each other two cd's (he got me a new Baltimore Consort CD..yay!!), and I got him some sci fi books and a special cheese grater (we have a thing about grating cheese). He also got me dominoes, wh. i've been wanting, a matching hat and scarf, and some special cookie cutters.

We had church at 10 am, wh. was a nice, simple lessons and carols. And then we spent the day at the Hamilton's (our pastor), where they pulled out their traditional Brit delights, like flaming pudding. After a soporific turkey dinner, we came home and played with my dominoes and watched Freaky Friday, wh. I need to return NOW before noon. All in all, we had a fabulous Christmas together.

December 22, 2003

my two cents

now that I've seen hte movie, I've permitted myself to read blog entries about Return of the King. As I don't have particular devotion to the books, I didn't know what liberties were being taken or not.

But I will say that my favorite parts in the movie (all three of them--was it even in the first?) is when Gollum/Smeagel is talking to themselves. I always find that really fascinating.

And I think that i have to agree with my cousin that another favorite part was the lighting of the signals.

The bad thing, though, about reading Harry Potter in the morning and watching LOTR in the afternoon is that I kept wanting to call the Dead Army, Death Eaters in my head...and I kept wanting Frodo and Sam to pull out their wands and say "Lumos!" when they got to a particularly dark spot.

And how did Aragorn get a torch in the middle of the cave when he went to go get the Dead Army? He didn't have one when he went in.

phwew!

We finished Harry Potter 5.

We watched Return of the King.

I finished the Christmas cards.

Aaaah! It's so nice to have Chris home on his school break, too, now. I only have to work tomorrow and Wednesday this week. I finally started making Christmas cookies last night. I don't know why it's taken me so long to get going on these things. I LOVE making cookies and snowflakes and things... Well, this year I'm not going to make the standard cutout sugar cookies. I'll decorate gingerbread cookies instead. I'm a HUGE fan on gingerbread cookies. And I'm going to try out the cookie press my mother-in-law gave me last year with a fab cream cheese-orange cookie.

December 18, 2003

a slit of sunshine

I think I'm starting to come out of my end of semester slump. Through a regime of so-called organic, "immune building" teas and a ton of vitamin C, I narrowly missed what could've been potentially a really awful cold. Another thing, my feet are starting to get used to standing for hours on end. They didn't hurt nearly as bad as they had after my shift at Banana last night. You have to consider that I was coming from a singularly sedentary lifestyle (what do you expect from somebody who spends the majority of her time reading, writing, or driving?) to having to be energetically on my feet for hours on end. But, like I said, I felt a lot better when I came home last night than I had previously.

Chris put the decorations on the tree last night. It's so cute! But I think I'm going to get a few balls at Target. I really like balls.

I also mopped the kitchen floor yesterday. So all in all, feeling better, Christmas spirit meter up, and clean kitchen add up to considerably better spirits on my part. We're also having one of my profs over for dinner tonight, so that should feel fun and festive. I also got some really great socks at Banana last night. Socks always make me feel better. We're also deeply engrossed in Harry Potter 5, wh. is very fun. Tomorrow is Chris's last day of school! Hooray!

December 17, 2003

yay!

I just found out that my paper got accepted to the regional meeting of the AMS!! I'm SOOOO excited!!! This will be my first paper at something more than a just student conference. It also means that I'll be able to apply for funding for the trip from the Graduate School. Oh! I'm so happy!!

December 16, 2003

ugh

I'm beginning to rethink this whole holiday job thing. At first we were all pumped: yea! we'll stay at home and rake in the holiday dough! Well Chris can't really get a job with his measly little Christmas break, and even though I'm so thankful I have a job, I'm so exhausted from my semester that it's taking every ounce of mental determination to move my aching and tired body down to Banana Republic. And now I'm getting sick on top of it. blah.

On the positive side, we got Harry Potter 5 and began reading it last night. I really like the beginning episodes with the Dursleys have more meat than like a slapstick pre-show show. What I don't like about Rowling's writing style is how she write in all caps when people's voices are raised. Is that really necessary? Can't she deliver the force of the words through prose instead of typeset? It also makes it rather difficult to read-aloud, because it's almost impossible to avoid the urge to shout when reading all-caps, and then you get hoarse.

Well, gotta go drink my tea to fortify my soul for another stint at Banana.

December 15, 2003

am I the only one?

...who is a dork??

Why is it that I don't get flurries of emails asking me what my snail mail address is? I just get nice, timely Cmas cards. Meanwhile, I'm over here scrutinizing over my paper address book desperately wondering how current these addresses are, shocked that I don't have addresses for others. I spend weeks just tracking down addresses!

Even though it costs way more than I imagined to make the copies of the letter and picture and buy stamps, I'm pleased with my frugal foresight in buying cards last year when they were super, super on-sale after Cmas. Last night when I dug out my bag with the carefully stashed cards, I was also thrilled to find happy snowflake napkins and sparkly ribbon. Woohooo!!

i'm not feeling very creative

I just wrote this huge long post complaining about how stressful last week was but I accidently closed my browser window and lost it. I guess I don't need really need to be complaining.


One nice thing about last week was that one of my classmates (a theory PhD student) and her husband came down from Baton Rouge to go to a concert with us and come over for dessert. It's so difficult being 85 miles away from people my age who are my friends in normal day-in and day-out life and with whom I'm sure I would hang out with more if we lived in the same town. We had a really nice time with them. The concert was terrible, however. It was a performance by an early music ensemble that has been active in New Orleans for a really long time. I had never heard them, but always have meant to try out one of their concerts. I figured a CHristmas concert would be fun to try. It was just awful. The instrumental part was actually pretty nice. There were four instrumentalists, vielle, lute, harp, and recorders/spinet. I think my favorite number on the whole program was a set of divisions by Ortiz. But the choir and the lead vocalist were awful!! The lead sang as if it were opera and not the light, straighter tone that early music requires. And the women's choir had absolutely zero expression. Everything sounded exactly the same, and all the singers were miserably flat. It was actually quite painful to sit through. But now my curiosity is quenched, and I'll continue to ignore their concerts. I have a lot more fun with my early music friends anyway. Tonight I'm going to go play Christmas music with them. It should be a lot of fun. I'm going to bring the treble viol, wh. I've recently been learning. By the way, that is a family of viola da gambas (or viols) pictured from treble to bass. The picture is a little deceiving, the little girl isn't playing a child-sized viol, just the treble viol.

In other news, my entire email address book is gone. They erased my hotmail account and my computer crashed. So please email me with your email address: jjone84 at lsu dot edu if you're someone I correspond with via email, but haven't in a while. I'm really hoping Chris can do something about my computer when he gets a little more time.

Well, I better get out and do some Cmas shopping while the day is still with us. That's another thing. I didn't realize how much I would miss my brothers and sisters until Cmas shopping time comes around. Shopping is almost as fun as opening them. All the planning, secrecy and conspiracy. One brother allying with another sister with plans for Mom or Dad or the other brother or sister... Now I'm Cmas shopping all by myself. I don't even really have friends I can go with. Okay, gotta go.

December 14, 2003

I made a website

I made a website for my dad. I'm very proud of it. Other than images loading too slowly at the moment, I'm very pleased with how it's turned out.

Check it out and let me know what you think.

Other big news.

WE GOT OUR CHRISTMAS TREE TODAY!!!!

I was madly finishing grading papers this morning before my 7 hour shift at Banana Republic. Between the papers and working, there was no way I could go out to get one, so Chris went with a couple of his students in tow. And keep came home with the cutest tree!!! I think it's a spruce, and it's just over five feet. He strung the lights on it tonight. We're very excited about it.

December 12, 2003

what hit me?

This is the first morning all week that I haven't woken up with a major headache. (Just a minor one). I have felt like a semi has hit me all week. So after reeling to through the last week of classes last week, I had to gird my loins and cram for two finals on Tuesday. My Symphonic Lit exams are so stressful. There's a listening part and an essay/short answer part. The listening part includes 10 examples. He plays some random part in the middle of the piece, and we have to identify composer, title, mvt number (that's the hardest), the key the piece is in, and the date in which it was written. Even though this part is kind of stressful, it has been an excellent exercise in listening for me.


I'm a musicologist, but I have the hardest time making myself sit down and seriously listen to music. Part of the problem is that I have to either go to the library or check CDs out of the library, wh. I ALWAYS get fines on, no matter how HARD I try to get back in on time...it's the parking thing...I dread going down there because parking is such a headache, and if I managed to avoid library fines, I'll probably end up with a parking ticket. :-S Funny side note, though: I was down at the library paying a fine, and I threw in another nickel saying, "Here, I may as well contribute to the pizza party." (I used to work there, and we had pizza parties with the library fine money.) The guy behind the desk said, "Actually it's Lebanese now." Ha! I love New Orleans.

Okay so we have stressful listening. But then the prof has timed all the answers for the written part of hte exam and that's all hte time he'll give you. There's no time for thinking. You have to go in there and be prepared to write solidly the whole time. And you better have your essay ready to go, because there's no time for construction during hte exam. And he'll grade you like it's an essay: thesis, topic sentences, tight construction. All of this has been excellent. Just makes studying and taking his tests a little more stressful than other of my professor's. There's one prof here for whose exams I never study. I may glance over my notes a couple of times. Then I get her exam and basically can dawdle out an A. (yea, they're kind of hard to take seriously). With the aforementioned stressful professor, I finally feel like I'm in grad school. I'm sure his class will be immensely helpful come general exams time.

My other exam on Tuesday was Latin, and that went fine.

Wednesday I spent all day making a website for my dad, and yesterday I began working at Banana Republic. I had a good first day. I was a little nervous, since I had never worked retail before, and I wouldn't say that I have a natural knack for fashion. For instance, I was helping a customer, and she was talking about this cute bow belt thing that BR has and said "...Yea, and this year is all about accessories..." My response inside was "REALLY!@?", my response outside was, "well, be sure to check out these scarves, too, they can add just the touch of color you need to an outfit." (yea, my fall-back: scarves). But scarves don't seem to be the "thing" this year. There's so many pretty ones at BR, but people on pouncing on belts and bows. I feel so out of my element. But at the same time it's kind of a fun challenge, and definitely forces me to be creative. Like when someone asks me "What do you think would look good over this?" and inside I think "I have no CLUE!" but the nice the about the set-up of the store is that they put things that look good together close together. So if someone asks me that, I do a quick scan and find something fast. In fact, I had huge success with my very first customer, which I was very proud about and gave confidence to my wavering spirit.. She was buying a blouse for her sister's bday, and needed something to go underneath it (because it was see-through). THankfully, the needed tanks were on the shelf right above the blouse. Then I asked her if she thought her sister had something to with the blouse or did she want to complete the outfit. She thought her sister had black pants that would like nice with it. But then I just HAPPENED to be holding beige textured tights that exactly matched the beige print on the black blouse. And so I suggested she could get a skirt with these tights which really brought out the blouse, and the lady got all excited and found the right skirt and got the tights and everything. By hte way, Banana Republic has the coolest tights in this season. So anyway...I guess I'm morphing into a clothes-seller this season. But after 7 hours on the floor my first day, I'm exhausted, and now I have to go down the court house and report for jury duty. Blah, blah. I hope this is over with quickly.

December 9, 2003

my brain is fried

so here's a quiz.
Though I'm not sure how I should take scoring "shameless pagan" status...

Deck the Halls
You are 'Deck the Halls'! Let's be honest, it
isn't Christmas you are celebrating, is it? In
fact, you know full well that there were no
shepherds in the fields in December, and that
the date of Christmas was put at midwinter
specifically to coincide with the older
celebrations of Yule and the birth of Mithras.
An unashamed Pagan, you take great glee in the
number of carols referring to holly, evergreens
and Winter's end, and will sing them with
gusto. You know where they really came from.
And you do enjoy the seasonal celebrations,
regardless of their name... A merry Yule to
you!


What Christmas Carol are you?
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December 8, 2003

it's christmastime in New Orleans

Other than "O Little Town of Bethlehem", we're the only city with a Christmas song about Christmas in our city. Kind of makes one glad that one gets to be in the city with a Christmas song about at Christmas time. Not only that, but yesterday I heard the Louisiana version of Jingle Bells. Instead of "oh what fun it is to ride in a one horse open sleigh" it had "it's Christmas in New Orleans, oh laissez bon temps roule!" Hey! It works.

All that said. I've done NOTHING for Christmas yet. I haven't even cut out a snowflake. I can't believe it! Usually by this time in December, snowflake cutting litter is everywhere. My exams are over tomorrow. Then I wlil be free. We can get our Christmas tree. I'll make cookies.

December 6, 2003

satisfying sounds

Corelli's "Christmas" Concerto

a la fin

The end of the semester grieves me in many ways. Oh, yes, to be sure, I'm really glad the pressures of the semester are giving way. You can only go so long on one thing. However, there are some classes that I feel like i need more time with. I didn't get a chance to read everything yet. Or we didn't have a particular class conversation yet. That is frustrating. But I'm at least thankful that if it has to happen I'm in grad school, so in some sense, the conversations can continue. I just have to be clever about organizing coffee trips and bringing up topics.

Another aspect of ending the semester is that by this point, I've learned no other way of living. Academia is everything. Life is unfamiliar territory. I feel sad and lonely when I go home. I only want to watch movies or read books about life in an academic environment. I'm too tired to think anymore, but I want to be with my school friends (but they are all 85 miles away). I'm not explaining this very well. I guess it's part of that entry into professional academics. Sort of like marriage...you can't imagine your life without it....

On another note, we had an awesome guest lecturer yesterday (and I made it to the right place and time). This guy had reconstructed a manuscript collection of 15th c Italian songs. Back then, parchment was so expensive, that when they needed a book for something, oftentimes they scraped away the ink on a preexisting books and used it for something else. In our case, they scraped away a collection of songs and recorded land holdings on the pages. Well, this scholar, in order to recover previously unknown music, had incredibly high resolution digital photographs taken. Then put it on Adobe Photoshop, and through isolating colors and using layers, he was able to make the new writing recede and bring out the music that had been scratched off!! It was amazing!! Almost like magic. It's incredible to see where archival research and manuscript editions are going.

Well, I gotta go to the store and get milk, so that I can have morning caffeination.

December 3, 2003

you know you're a nerd when....

...you have a nightmare about missing a guest lecturer. It's true. Last night I woke in a cold sweat around 4.30 am after a vivd dream that X-super-famous-scholar was giving a paper on one of my favorite topics, and I was confused about the time and place and just missed the paper. In my dream I was sobbing uncontrollably.

This is not the only strange dream I've had. (You know you're tired and it's the end of the semester when you start blogging about your dreams.) Recently, I had a dream that I did something little like moved a board or pushed a button at a construction site, and this small action caused several of the construction workers to die. I got convicted of manslaughter and put in prison for life without parole. (And, of course, it didn't occur to me in my dream that it was probably the construction company's fault for having such a high-risk situation that my moving a board would cause people to die.) I wasn't sobbing in this dream, just devastated that I had caused death to people. However, stronger feelings about my lost career prevailed. I remember thinking, "now I won't get to go to Italy to the archives next summer."

So maybe the meaning of my dreams is...You know you're in grad school when you start having nightmares about irrevocably missed opportunities.

Or something else...You know you're in grad school when you listen to Berio's Sinfonia and wonder what's so experimental about it.

*sigh* I'm tired. Get me some pizza.

December 2, 2003

POLL: Christmas music

Inspired by Linnea's comment and my general desire to add some new blood to my Christmas music collection, I think I will post this poll.

What is your favorite Christmas music album, and why (if you choose to divulge such personal information)?

Also, feel free to share favorite songs. Linnea's comment about the St. Stephen's Day Massacre song is a good example.

I will start. Right now it's hard to say which is my favorite Christmas music album. I'm kind of burnt out on all the ones I have lying around. But at the same time, I love them all for different reasons. Probably pretty close to the top is Charlie Brown's Christmas for reasons that are practically self-evident. It's just good, easy, enjoyable, cozy music. Sir Neville Mariner's "Christmas with the Academy" album is nice, too. Classic carols with the Academy of St.-Martin-in-the-Fields orchestra and chorus. A good staple. And it contains one of my absolute favorite carols, which is "Jesus Christ the Apple Tree." In the more classical bent, I've been into Benjamin Britten's Ceremony of Carols and Heinrich Schutz's (17th c dude) Weinachs Historie.

good news

Well, I didn't expect that getting a holiday job would be so painless. I went to the fancy mall down in the Quarter, because I figured, if one had to work in a mall over Christmas, it may as well be in the glittering city instead of runny-nosed suburbia. You know, "Silver bells, it's Christmas time in the city..." and all that jazz. I applied at Banana Republic, Williams Sonoma, and Pottery Barn. BR had a group interview slot this afternoon, so I just stayed down and had a painless interview. No sooner had I gotten home and put on comfy clothes did they call and offer me a job. I'm very thankful. Sort of confirms our decision to stay here over Christmas. So I have training on Thursday, and then I can probably start as soon as my exam schedule will allow. I'm also looking forward to a nice employee discount. Woohoo!

where's my Christmas music!?

I'm really a fiend for Christmas music. My friend Bryonie is, too, but half-way through college we made a pact that we wouldn't start listening to Cmas music until after Thanksgiving, because we were both getting a little burnt out with Madrigals and Christmas, etc. So now it's after Thanksgiving, and I'm pulling it all out, except that I can't find all my CD's. I'm missing my Charlie Brown Christmas and a pirated melange, most of which is compiled from various Chanticleer Christmas CD's. My brother also stole my jazz Christmas CD several years ago. (No, Nick, I have not forgotten. The case remains on my shelf patiently waiting for the day you return it.) So if you or anyone you know has any of these CDs I would really like them back. I have actually resorted to Messiah and $4 Walmart CDs I'm so desperate. (actually the Walmart one isn't so bad..Bing, Louis, Ella, etc)

After reviewing our finances one more time, we just seriously cannot make the trip up North, so probably should just treat this as a decision. We are staying home. I come to decisions gradually. Chris just makes them. He has probably made the decision in his mind already, but it's not so easy for me. I was feeling especially sad about it yesterday. I actually almost started crying in my professor's office when I said we were staying home for Christmas (but I think that emotional wave was largely hormonally related). Don't get me wrong, I think we'll have a grand time at home. First of all, we'll be home, and not hauling suitcases all around Pennsylvania. We'll get to watch our movies and read our books and buy a real Christmas tree and be with our church. There is a lot I'm looking forward to.

The other big thing is that we really need jobs for the holidays. As soon as I finish my cappucino, I'm going to take my hopelessly academic resume to the mall and to Border's to apply. Please pray that we can get jobs.

December 1, 2003

new week

I'm sitting huddled in a corner in the library fiendishly surfacing the net and reading blogs before my 9.30 class. I'm trying to avoid starting the new week by pretending it's not there. It's not that I'm really dreading it. It's more like I would have rather faced it with a couple extra hours of sleep this morning. I shouldn't complain really. It is the last week of classes. A week from Friday I have an exam. But I was summoned for jury duty, so I think I'll ask the prof if I can take the exam early. I didn't want to wait until Friday, anyway, so the state of Louisiana has given me a handy excuse. Tomorrow I'm going to the downtown mall to apply for a holiday job. Chris is hopefully going to go back to Banana Republic for the holidays. It looks more and more likely that we will be spending the holidays chez nous instead of trucking up to the northeast to get our yearly dose of family and American civilization. I do love New Orleans at Christmas, but Philadelphia feels more like "real life." It's the Northeast...the pulse of America...without the hugeness of New York. Maybe by the time I finish my dissertation, New Orleans will feel more like "real life."

Thanksgiving has been a blast. I'll give a report, recipes included, when I feel a little more peppy.

Better go to class.